having trouble going to the Lord with my worries & anxieties. also, feeling like i'm relapsing a little bit. can't tell if its hormones, mood cycles, or something deeper. I've been pretty happy and content but recently have felt lonely..... for true intimacy. This isn't something that can be really filled by just any person. intimacy can be faked for only so long before its clear that it doesn't exist. I'm dealing with the difficulty of being intimate with God and being faithful.. I get easily seduced away from that intimacy by other insatiable things.